argh. i think i am sick. at least thats what my mum says. havent been to the doctor yet. bleh. started sat morn, when i woke up. flu = body ache, throat pain, headache right?panadol helps a bit, but it doesnt cure. ): yuck. my body kinda aches. some more next week got tests. ); maybe going doc later.  i hope i dont pass it to anyone. i dont have fever but my nose started running today. sigh. ytd i felt cold then now its hot. yuck. maybe thats why i felt so tired on fri. i hope i get well soon!  >< and dont fall sick, ppl! (:

hello.

school! eng compo test. sigh. its like i can only write very boring stuff related to sch. arghhhhh how? the compo practice i also wrote abt sch stuff. sigh. girls in sch stuff.

phy test was okay. actually it was a breeze compared to the other tests (esp AM) and much easier than other phy tests!

AM was horrid.

so, amanda asked me the oth day why i dont get angry. i do get extremely annoyed though. irritated too. hahahs. maybe more to the ppl closest to me.

(warning: if you really disapprove of the health freakish thing, DONT read the following!)

i was thinking, are u what u eat? maybe its possible, your actions, emotions are affected by how much vege, carbs, sugar and fat you eat? hmm. oh ya, and did u know sugar makes your face sag?  i think thats what i read somewhere, cause the collagen in your skin is broken down/ less is produced? well, anyway its another reason not to eat sugar!

oh and theres this oth thing i thought abt. you know when you buy food and you dont finish it, then u are wasting your money? i think when you buy unhealthy food and finish it, you are wasting your health away!

okay, maybe this is kinda extreme.. but a little adds up to a lot!

(its safe to read now ^^ )

for cny, my class is supposed to do INDIAN! weird. but it would be nice to wear the costume, no?

hehe.

going to kent ridge park to jog!

ahh. i thought that ytd was a good day, but today is was a GOOD day. :D okay, actually ytd there was drill so the morning wasnt exactly good.. but afterwards i went with amanda and her sis to bpp and had long john silvers with them and naomi and her sis. wow, everyone has sisters. hmm.. if i had a sis that looked liked me, that would be WEIRD! yup. eek. then later went naomis house to consult her for chem. yay, i understood some stuff. thanks naomi ^^ then later took 963 to harbourfront to take 188 home. actually that was quite dumb, because i made one big loop. i could have gotten off at one point to walk to a bus stop that had bus 200, but i guess i was too lazy to. hahas. anyway, it was okay. reached home in an hour.

today, went west coast plaza with mum for lunch and to buy things. actually we went there mostly cause there was a free shuttle. but it only started at 2 plus so we took normal bus there. then later when we wanted to leave, the bus was dunno where. so we ended up taking normal bus though we stayed longer so we could take the bus. hahas. then.. we had dessert at some japanese thingg. had icecream. yum! <3 icecream! oh and before that, when me and my mum went to the nike outlet shop, we saw amanda, her sis and her mum!! so coincidental right?! yup. i wanted to get a pair of shorts but i didnt see anything nice. hahas.. yup.

then i BAKED BREAD!! :D yay! my first time! it was okay. i thought it was too soft but my parents didnt think so. hehe. ^^ then gave some to my grandparents before going for dinner.

okayy.. so actually today i planned to do some homework.. but hardly did anything! >< sigh. i cant find that determination and willpower that cass has so much of..

tmr, going for mums bday buffet thing. hmm.. buffet. totally goes against my healthy lifestyle thing. hmm. my first buffet every since.. i took this health thing to an even more freakier level. hmm.

i love icecream! i love cakes! i love desserts! i love sweet things! i love bread!

oh wait. i can send the pics here! here is the bread when its half baked:

hehe. kinda blur. and bright. it glows.

seeya!

eek just went to see a doctor. :( my first time in a gazillion years! well, not really. but what did i do wrong? eat a heaty chicken?! i dont even eat deep fried junk or sugared stuff, most of the time. bleh. what did i do wrong?! does this flu thing develop from inside your body or outside? huh. must be the outside right? yuck. its started with a sore throat, then dripping nose, phlegm and cough. bleh. the doctor offered an MC but i didnt want it. i cant miss tmrs extended curriculum when theres so many subjects! anyway, my sickness is enough to give an MC? wow, thats surprising. going to the doctor just confirms that im sick. D: yuck. ive been having pi pa gao these few days, that black sweet thing. i used to hate it but.. i find it quite nice now :) i wanna sneeze. dripping nose. yuck. yuck. and i was hoping that ill be able to bake stuff over the weekend.

sigh. eoy results are out!

the good: bio, phy, chi, EM

the not so good: CH (geog- good; ss- bad), chem

the bad: AM, eng

sigh D: arghhhhhh. arghhhhhhhhhh. AM got a C! how could i get a C?! ..from not enough practice.. last min studying. and eng, how could i get a B4?! D; the worst eng mark ive gotten! D; kinda because of oral DD; bad memories. yuck. sigh. and i thought ss would be better D;

phy was surprisingly good though. :) chi too. ah. must be because i watch so much taiwan dramas :D

so. ive been starting to read eng books again :) went library over the weekend. :) i think the last time i went was during june hols! :0 my left foot got pins and needles. sobs, im thinking of all the AM practice ill have to do. andd whats worse, next tues and fri got GB :’( *cries*

the concert was great! :D many songs & many costume changes. but rainie didnt wear the lego dress, the one on the ad. ah. and she cried while talking abt some stuff.. anyway i think me and my mum were seated too far. next time go concert must buy more exp one! i tried to take photos of me and my mum tgt, but my arm no strength ): at the door got sell rainie yang stuff :D got a set of 3 file folders with her picture on it, for $7. hehehe, prob never going to use it. worried that ill bend then got those ugly plastic lines. ): and they gave out the promotional poster, the one like in the ad where she was wearing the lego brick dress. hehe. its quite nice, big and glossy. i got one for myself, and one to give away. dunno who to give to yet though. my fave part of the concert was when the videos of DEVIL BESIDE YOU (<3!), MISS NO GOOD and HI MY SWEETHEART! <3 and sang the theme songs :D also got cass’ favorite 庆祝 (qing zhu)! the last song was 雨爱 (yu ai) <3 it was like sang during the ‘staged’ encore lols. before that she already said goodbye then the fans from the more exp seats esp the rainie yang fan club, screamed ENCORE! hahas. sadly, there was no special appearance by anyone else. oh well. it was great :D

ah. i wore a dress ytd. should buy some sun dresses so i can wear them on a normal day :)  and ive started KNITTING! but not exactly knitting with knitting needles, because its kinda complicated and frustrating. but can make nice stuff. but dunno how to make ): so can only finger knit, which is.. knitting on fingers without sticks. but the things that are finger knitted are not very wide, cause only have 4 fingers >< and its like winding yarn around the fingers in a pattern, then sliding them off in a pattern. prob end up sewing or something. sigh.

and recently some sad stuff happened, so.. i guess i feel more appreciative of the ppl around me ..

..why did i wake up so early? its not even 8 in the morn! ill go and fingerknit!

theres school tmr ):

just ran-walked some safra 5km fun run thing.. yawn.

tired. got blisters. feet pain. i feel smelly :[

my AM is still not done!! argh. the one that needs to be handed in in week 1. ):

i think ill go bathe.